Tuesday, January 9, 2024

The Books Listed in Granta - Purely for Plec

 Hotel Splendid - Marie Redonnet

The Golden Fruits - Nathalie Sarruate

A Lover’s Discourse - Roland Barthe

I See Satan Fall Like Lightning - René Girard

Plus two Czech books. Untranslated.

Veronika Korjagina’s  -  Nepřišel čas (The Time Hasn’t Come) made a huge impression on me, as did Marek Torčík’s - Rozložíš paměť (Memory Burn),

“I hope they get translated someday.”

Green Equinox - Elizabeth Mavor

Prophet - Helen Macdonald and Sin Blaché

Wish I Was Here - M. John Harrison

Thunderstone - Nancy Campbell

My Child, The Algorithm – Hannah Silva

Songs for Olympia - Tomoé Hill (which sounds like pretentious wank so I will probably like it.)

Fabulae: How it Begins – Isabella Streffen

The Jay, the Beech, the Limpetshell: Finding Wild Things With My Kids – Richard Smyth (I hate this just for its twee title. I’m sure it is fine but…)

Cannery Row, John Steinbeck

Lonesome Dove, Larry McMurtry

Strangers at the Port, Lauren Aimee Curtis

Bad Diaspora Poems, Momtaza Mehri – One I’ve actually read. It’s very good.

Cousins, Aurora Venturini – translated by Kit Maude

Bright Lights, Big City – Jay McInerney

The Notebook - Ágota Kristóf

The Illiterate - Ágota Kristóf  - translated by Nina Bogin

A Month in Siena – Hisham Matar

The Memoir – Hisham Matar

Tenderness – Alison Macleod

Keat’s Odes - Anahid Nersessian

PWA: Looking AIDS in the Face, Oscar Moore

This Ragged Grace – Octavia Moore

Penance – Eliza Clark

Down The Drain – Julia Fox

Teatro Grottesco – Thomas Ligotti (writer doesn’t tell us if this is translated or in the original Italian.)

The Inconsolables – Michael Wehunt

The Ark Sakura - Kōbō Abe

Secret Rendezvous - Kōbō Abe

I can’t work out Leo Robson’s choices except he talks about Adam Mars-Jones and Milan Kundara reads, which includes Laughable Loves, Lantern Lecture and Caret.

Kick the Latch – Kathryn Scanlan

Immortal Thoughts: Late Style in the Time of Plague – Christopher Neve

Arrangements in Blue – Amy Key

Local Fires – Joshua Jones

Brother Poems – Will Harris

Brutes – Dizz Tate

August Blue – Deborah Levy

Eastmouth and Other Stories – Alison Moore

“…and everything I can find by M. John Harrison.”

In Ascension – Martin MacInnes

Ultra-Processed People - Dr Chris van Tulleken

A Prayer for Owen Meany – John Irving (Love this book. Sorry.)

A Dance To the Music of Time – Anthony Powell (it’s a twelve book series. I’m reading it this year. Finally.)

Cain - José Saramago

In The Ditch - Buchi Emecheta

White Teeth – Zadie Smith

Franny and Zooey – J D Salinger

Ordinary Notes – Christina Sharpe (Read this. Liked it a lot. I suspect not everyone’s cup of tea.)

The Lights – Ben Lerner

Suppose a Sentence – Brian Dillon

The Journal: 1837-1961 – Henry David Thoreau

Life After Life – Kate Atkinson

Notes Made While Falling – Jenn Ashworth

The Office of Historical Corrections – Danielle Evans

Real Life – Brandon Taylor

Pity – Andrew McMillan

The Blue Light - Hussein Barghouthi – translated by Fady Joudah

The Delivery - Margarita García Robayo – translated by Megan McDowall (Charco Press! Hurrah!!)

Jeff in Venice, Death in Varanasi – Geoff Dyer (Audiobook)

Experience – Martin Amis

The Father – Sharon Olds (I love Sharon Olds)

Ararat - Louise Glück

Home Before Dark – Susan Cheever

Letters Between A Father and A Son – V. S. Naipaul

A Man’s Place – Anne Ernaux

Clever Girl – Tessa Hadley

Interesting Times – Eric Hobsbawm (Read this. It’s his autobiography. Rather good. If you like that sort of thing.)

A Calculus of Power – Peter Gowan

Humanism and Terror – Maurice Merleau-Ponty

Die Fackel in Ohr – Elias Canetti (This was chosen by a German -  Anton Jäger – so…I’ve left it in.)

Land and Sea – Carl Schmitt

Margery Kempe – Robert Glück (One for Kiran there.)

My Friends  - Hisham Matar

Hereafter: The Telling Life of Ellen O’Hara – Vona Groarke

Haruko/Love Poems – June Jordan

Death in Irish Prehistory – Gabriel Cooney

On Trampolining – Rebecca Perry – “…a short lyric essay.”

Times Square Red, Times Square Blue – Samuel R. Delany

The Wall – Marlen Haushofer

Second-Hand Time – Svetlana Alexievich

The Ladies Paradise – Emile Zola

The Pillow Book - Sei Shōnagon

Legacy of Ashes – Tim Weiner

Family Life – Akhil Sharma

The Marriage Question -  Claire Carlisle

The Blue Book – Amitava Kumar

Nightbitch – Rachel Yodar

Client Centred Therapy – Carl Rogers

Valley of the Dolls – Jacqueline Susann

Shorter Views – Samuel R. Delany

Understanding Comics – Scott McCloud

Out of Place – Edward Said

The Stone House – Yara Hawari

Memory for Forgetfulness – Mahmoud Darwish

The  Hundred Years War on Palestine – Rashid Khalidi

“The poems of Najwan Darwish”

Notes from the Henhouse – Elspeth Barker

Lord Jim at Home – Dinah Brooke

Great Granny Webster – Caroline Blackwood

The Fate of Mary Rose – Caroline Blackwood

Good Night Sweet Ladies - Caroline Blackwood

Turtle Diary, No Love Lost – Rachel Ingalls

The Cost of Living – Deborah Levy

Simple Passion – Anne Ernaux

Lives of the Wives – Camila Ciuraru

Death of a Bookseller – Alice Slater

Vehicle – Jen Calleja

How High? That High – Diane Williams

The Middle of the Journey – Lionel Trilling

Embers -  Sándor Márai

The Purloined Clinic – Janet Malcolm

The Silent Woman – Janet Malcolm

In the Freud Archive – Janet Malcolm

The Five Sorrowful Mysteries of Andy Africa - Stephen Buoro

Where We Come From: Rap, Home & Hope in Modern Britain - Aniefiok Ekpoudom (Forthcoming)

Sonnets for Albert – Anthony Joseph – Read this! It’s an excellent poetry collection.

The Golden Notebook – Doris Lessing

Long Live the Post Horn! – Vigdis Hjorth

Dud Avacado – Elaine Dundy

The Old Man and Me – Elaine Dundy

Daisy Miller – Henry James

The Artificial Girl – Irmgard Keun

Do The Windows Open? – Julie Hecht

A Lost Lady – Willa Cather

Blackouts – Justin Torres

Arrangements in Blue – Amy Key

Pulling the Chariot Out of the Sun – Shane McCrae

How To Say Babylon – Safiya Sinclair

Bread and Circuses – Airea D. Matthews

How To Communicate – John Lee Clark

The Tiny Journalist – Naomi Shahib Nye

Things You Might Find Hidden in my Ear – Mosah Abu Toha

To The Realization of Perfect Helplessness – Robin Coste Lewis

Bluest Nude – Amy Codjoe

Pig – Sam Sax

Up Late – Nick Laird

They Call It Love: The Politics of Emotional Life – Alva Gotby

Black on Both Sides: A Radical History of Trans Identity – C. Riley Snorton

So Much for Life – Mark Hyatt

Exhausted on the Cross – Najwan Darwish – translated by Kareem James Abu-Zeid

 

Saturday, January 14, 2023

2023 Reading Plans: aka Que Sera Sera

 


Ah, Reading Plans. I always start each year with such good intentions and then end up disappearing down rabbit holes of my own creation. But I thought I might sketch out some things I'm definitely planning to read in 2023. BTW if this seems like a lot I should note that I read quite fast. This isn't necessarily a good thing and I make no judgements about the benefits of fast reading. Sometimes I think it is great, sometimes I think it means I don't read deeply enough.

1. John Gardner's James Bond continuation books: I read some of these back in my mid-teens. I can still see the hard back books I borrowed from Gerrards Cross library as I type this and on a whim I re-read the first one, Licence Renewed, in November so I thought it might be good to read the rest one a month until March 2024. I think it is good to have something 'light' in the reading plans. A reading diet should have many different food groups in it to be interesting and healthy. 

2. The Cadfael Books by Ellis Peters: these fit into a similar place in my reading life as the John Gardner books. They were part of my teenage reading years. Last month I re-read the first novel, 'A Morbid Taste for Bones' and decided that this too might make for a good fun reading project spread out over 2023-24. There are 21 books in the series so at one a month that would take me through to September 2024. 

3. #Febregency, #NYRBWomen, #Victober and other BookTube monthly/annual projects. There are a lot of these but I've picked a few to join in on. You can find out more about #Febregency at Christy Luis's YouTube Channel - here. BookTube has lots of these kind of projects and you can pick up on the ones that you are most interested in as and when.

4. Remembrance Reads: this is something I have done for the last two years. I focus my reading on World War One during November. This is mostly a non-fiction project - and ties in with BookTube's Non-Fiction November - and I've read poetry, history and memoirs. It also includes my now annual re-read of In Parenthesis by David Jones. This is a personal project but I'm happy if other people want to join me.

5. #LoveHain: this was a new one I decided to go for today which is head about from via Twitter and was outlined on Calmgrove's blog. This is just to read Ursula K Le Guin's Hanish Cycle over the course of 2023. I've read The Left-Hand of Darkness already, but the rest have been waiting for an excuse for me to pick them up. #LoveHain gives me that excuse.

6. History: I'm planning to read more history books in 2023. I used to read a lot of history and feel like I've let that decline a little so that's something I plan to change in 2023. 

7. Booker Prize Longlist: Every year I set out to read the Booker Prize Longlist before the Shortlist is announced. Every year I fail. In 2022 though, by shear fluke, I managed to read all 6 books that made the Shortlist before it came out. I will undertake this Quixotic endeavour again in 2023. I will fail again. But fail better perhaps. I should note here that I find Book prizes a great way to get into a genre. There are lots of them. The shortlists/longlists are fine ways to get introduced to a genre. It's how I got back into reading modern poetry - via the T S Eliot and Forward poetry prizes. I suspect every genre has its prizes. See also 'Best of' lists that come out at the end of each year.

8. Everything else: as I said my reading plan's often fall apart in the face of the myriad distractions of the real world so my reading will end up being a mishmash of the above plans, books that grab my attention and rabbit holes I get dragged down by other people or my own mental meanderings. Happy 2023. 

Saturday, December 31, 2022

Everything I Read in 2022

 


Hello all, 

I hope you're all off to do something exciting this New Year's Eve. I, as usual, will be staying in like the grumpy old git that I am. However, I thought I'd post the full list of everything I read in 2022, which includes some articles and short stories as well as actual books. You can find my choice of 'Best of' in this blog...this one...here

Explodobok: The World of 80s Actions Movies According to Smershpod by John Rain

One Hundred Poets, One Poem Each: A Treasury of Classical Japanese Verse, collected by Fujiwara no Teika (trans Peter Macmillan)

Convenience Store Woman by Sayaka Murata

After Dark by Haruki Murakami

The Stromboul Train byGraham Greene

Tokyo Ueno Station by Miri Yū

As I Crossed a Bridge of Dreams by Lady Sarashima

In Praise of Shadows by Jun'ichirō Tanizaki

Snow Country by Yasunari Kawabata

Hōjōki by Kamo no Chōmei

Essays in Idleness by Yoshida Kenkō

The Penguin Book of Japanese Verse - Geoffrey Bownas/Anthony Thwaite [Eds/Trans]

The Narrow Road to the Deep North and Other Travel Sketches by Matsuo Bashō

Beauty and Sadness by Yasunari Kawabata

The Diary of Lady Murasaki by Lady Murasaki

All The Poems Contained Within Will Mean Everything to Everyone by Joe Dunthorne

Between The Lights by E F Benson

Financing Finnegan by F Scott Fitzgerald

The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilmam

Killing Floor by Lee Child

Tomorrow by Joseph Conrad

I Murdered My Library by Linda Grant

Pictures Don't Lie by Katherine MacClean

The Lady Astronaut of Mars by Mary Robinette Kowal

A Dead Djinn in Cairo by P Djèlí Clark

On Civil Disobedience by Henry David Thoreau

Preface to Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman

Preface to the Lyrical Ballads by William Wordsworth

What is History, Now?  by Helen Carr/Suzannah Lipscomb

Confessions of a Mask by Yukio Mishima

Combat Gnosticism: The Ideology of First World War Poetry Criticism by James Campbell

Arias and Raspberries by Harry Secombe

Strawberries and Cheam by Harry Secombe

Echoes of the Jazz Age by F Scott Fitzgerald

After Leaving Mr Mackenzie by Jean Rhys

Sex: Lessons from History by Fern Riddell

The U S Constitution : A Very Short Guide by David J Bodenhamer

What The Water Gave Me: Poems After Frida Kahlo by Pascale Petit

The British Constitution: A Very Short Guide by Martin Loughlin

The Penguin Guide to the United States Constitution by Richard Beeman

Gold by Rumi (trans Helah Liza Garfori)

Friedrich Ebert 1871-1925 A Social Democratic Statesman by Walter Mühlhausen

The Wild Iris by Louise Glück

Fair Play by Tove Jansson

The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K Le Guin

The Long Game: 1996-2003 The Inside Story of How The BBC Brought Back Doctor Who by Paul Hayes

I Have Crossed An Ocean by Grace Nichols

Journey to the Centre of the Earth by Jules Verne

Elena Knows by Claudia Piñeiro (trans Frances Riddle)

Aspects by John M Ford

A Little Devil in America: In Praise of Black Performance by Hanif Abdurraqib

The Happiness Patrol by Graeme Curry

Cursed Bunny by Bora Chung [trans Anton Hur]

The Murder of William of Norwich: The Origins of the Blood Libel in Medieval Europe by E M Rose

Heaven by Meiko Kawakami

The English Constitution by Walter Bagehot

First Language: Poems by Ciarán Carson

'Cherry' Ingram: The Englishman Who Saved Japan’s Blossoms by Naoko Abe

Fallen Idols: Twelve Statues That Made History by Alex Von Tunzelmann

The Other Name: Septology I-II by Jon Fosse (trans Damion Searls)

Five Books by Anna Blandiana [Trans Paul Scott Derrick/Viorica Patea

Pit Lullabies by Jessica Traynor

Is I Another: Septology III-V by Jon Fosse (trans Damion Searls)

Music for the Dead and Resurrected byValzhyna Mort

Extracting The Stone of Madness by Alejandra Piznarik

A New Name: Septology VI-VII by Jon Fosse (trans Damion Searls)

John Berryman: Poems selected by Michael Hoffman by John Berryman

Going to Church in Medieval England by Nicholas Orme

Attack and Decay by Andrew Cartmel

Notes on the Sonnets by Luke Kennard

Sonnets by William Shakespeare

Goddodin: Lament for the Fallen by Gillian Clarke [Trans]

Druids - A Very Short Introduction by Barry Cunliffe

The Death of Francis Bacon by Max Porter

Endgame by Samuel Beckett

Writings from Ancient Egypt Anonymous (trans Toby Wilkinson)

Unsuitable for Females': The Rise of the Lionesses and Women's Football in England by Carrie Dunn

The Changeling by Clare Pollard

Travelling Light by Tove Jansson

Inversions by Iain M Banks

The Hour of the Star by Clarice Lispector

A Midsummer Night's Dream by William Shakespeare

Waiting for Godot by Samuel Beckett

The Tale of Sinuhe by Anonymous (trans R P Wilkinson)

The Appointment by Katharina Volckmer

Jung - A Very Short Introduction by Anthony Stevens

Introducing Jung: A Graphic Guide by Maggie Hyde

Introducing Nietzsche: A Graphic Guide by Laurence Gane

Demian by Herman Hesse

Small Things Like These by Claire Keegan

Treacle Walker by Alan Garner

Oh William! by Elizabeth Strout

Nightcrawling by Leila Mottley

Faustus by Christopher Marlowe

Case Study by Graeme Macrae Burnett

The Pickwick Papers by Charles Dickens

Faustus: The Life and Times of a Renaissance Magician by Leo Ruickbie

The Trees by Percival Everett

After Sappho by Selby Wynn Schwartz

Faustus, Part One by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

The Colony by Maggie Magee

Entered from The Sun by George Garrett

Letters from Klara by Tove Jansson

The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Shehan Karunatilaka

The Bloater by Rosemary Tonks

Call for the Dead by John le Carre

The Lathe of Heaven by Ursula K Le Guin

Glory by NoViolet Bulawayo

Sonnets for Albert by Anthony Joseph

Voyage in the Dark by Jean Rhys

Idylls by Theocritus

Frogs by Aristophanes

The Eclogues and The Georgics by Virgil [Cecil Day Lewis, Trans]

Sonnets from the Portugese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Prophet Against Slavery by David Lester

The Barefoot Woman by Scholastique Mukasonga

Look to Winward by Iain M Banks

A Little Resurrection by Selina Nwulu

Women of the Harlem Renaissance by Marissa Constantiou [Ed]

Goblin Market and Other Poems by Christina Rossetti

A Fortunate Woman: A Country Doctor’s Story by Polly Morland

The Invisible Man by H G Wells

The Importance of Being Ernest by Oscar Wilde

The Classic Horror Stories by H P Lovecraft

The Metropolitan Critic by Clive James

The Winter Book by Tove Jansson

Notes from an Island by Tove Jansson

Europe, Love Me Back by Rakhshan Rizwan

Licence Renewed by John Gardner

All Systems Read: Murderbot, Book 1 by Martha Wells

Three Poets of the First World War by Jon Stallworthy / Jane Potter [Ed]

The Middle Parts of Fortune - Somme and Ancre, 1916 by Frederic Manning

Survivors' Songs by Jon Stallworthy

The Ordeal of Ivor Gurney by Michael Hurd

The Western Front by Nick Lloyd

Doctor Who and the Invasion of Time by Terrance Dicks

Disenchantment by C E Montague

The Thought-Fox and Other Poems by Ted Hughes

Aliss at the Fire by Jon Fosse (trans Damion Searls)

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens

Candide by Voltaire

The Dying Gaul and Other Writings by David Jones

Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke

Dear Reader: The Comfort and Joy of Books by Cathy Rentzenbrink

Rasselas by Samuel Johnson

Bibliomaniac by Robin Ince

Rumi: Selected Poems by Rumi (trans R A Nicholson)

Dark Goals by Luciano Wernicke


Tuesday, December 20, 2022

My Best Of...2022


Well, here we are again. At the end of the year. So, I've put my list of the best books I read in 2022 below. I've split them into three categories: fiction, non-fiction and poetry. I've not included re-reads, so no In Parenthesis - even though it is a fabulous book - for example.

If you want to know my opinions on these books in more detail there is a short review for each one on my Goodreads page, which is here 

I also reviewed some for The Dreamcage and you can find a full list of everything I've reviewed for them here

I have put links to buy the books. Where possible these are direct to the publisher but you can obviously buy them elsewhere. I've avoided Amazon because...well...they don't really need any more help do they. Well done to Bloodaxe Books btw for having so many entries in the poetry section! 

Books highlighted red are out of print but can be found second hand. Probably. O and Demian, Snow Country and The Diary of Lady Murasaki are all Penguin Modern Classic or Penguin Classic so are pretty easy to find wherever you are book shopping. 

If I were to pick one from each Top 10 as a favourite I'd say The Trees by Percival Everett for Fiction, which I couldn't put down and read in one huge gulp; Extracting the Stone of Madness by Alejandra Piznarik for Poetry and The Ordeal of Ivor Gurney by Michael Hurd for non-fiction.

Although a shout out for Paul Hayes's The Long Game, which is one of the best Doctor Who non-fiction books I've read and I've read far, far too many. But as that's Doctor Who specific it gets an honourable mention.

I should also note I finished my Tove Jansson read. I've read fifteen of her books since November 2020. I missed out on the Moomin Books when I was a kid. No idea why, but I did. However, after listening to the mighty Backlisted Podcast - the best book podcast imo - I started on a quest to read everything she'd written. And she's marvellous. I can't recommend her work - both Moomin and non-Moomin - enough. I don't often regret not having children but I would have liked the chance to read Moomin books to my kids. O well. Life is life. 

Most of my book recommendations this year came from BookTube, Twitter and Backlisted. I'm too old for Tiktok. Alas, I fear Elon Musk might put the kibbosh on Twitter for me, but for the moment we soldier on.

Anyway...here's the lists. 

Fiction

Septology by Jon Fosse

The Trees by Percival Everett

Demian by Herman Hesse (translated by W J Strachan)

The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Shehan Karunatilaka

Elena Knows by Claudia Piñeiro (translated by Frances Riddle)

Snow Country by Yasunari Kawabata (translated by Edward G Seidensticker) 

After Sappho by Selby Wynn Schwartz

Tokyo Ueno Station by Miri Yu (translated by Morgan Giles)

Entered from the Sun by George Garrett

Treacle Walker by Alan Garner

Poetry

Goddodin: A Lament for the Fallen translated by Gillian Clark

One Hundred Poems, One Poem Each, compiled by Fujiwara no Teika (translated by Peter MacMillan)

What the Water Gave Me: Poems After Frida Kahlo by Pascale Petit

Five Books by Anna Blandiana

Pit Lullabies by Jessica Traynor

Extracting the Stone of Madness by Alejandra Piznarik (translated by Yvette Siegert)

The Changeling by Clare Pollard

A Little Resurrection by Selina Nwulu

I Have Crossed an Ocean: Selected Poems by Grace Nichols

Music for the Dead and Resurrected by Valzhyna Mort

Non-Fiction

The Diary of Lady Murasaki by Murasaki Shikibu (translated by Richard Bowring)

What is History, Now? by Helen Carr and Suzannah Lipscomb (Editors)

The Long Game: 1996-2003 The Inside Story of How The BBC Brought Back Doctor Who by Paul Hayes

A Little Devil in America by Hanif Abdurraqib

Fallen Idols: Twelve Statues that Made History by Alex von Tunzelmann

The Barefoot Woman by Scholastique Mukasonga

A Fortunate Woman: A Country Doctor's Story by Polly Morland

The Ordeal of Ivor Gurney by Michael Hurd

The Murder of William of Norwich: The Origins of the Blood Libel in Medieval Europe by E M Rose

The Western Front: A History of the Great War, 1914-1918 by Nick Lloyd




Wednesday, November 2, 2022

NaNoWriMo - Chapter 1, Untitled Black Comedy Supernatural Book

There’s something hypnotic about watching a body hanging from a tree. Horrifying, but hypnotic. Swaying. The rope creaking. A dark silhouette against the dawn sky. The tree, a hunched twisted Cornish coastal survivor, looks like it can barely take the weight.

I can hear gulls screeching.

This was the second time Edward Quintrell had been hung. This time I was going to burn the fucker as well. There’s only so much supernatural bullshit a man can take.

Behind me the cottage is still burning. Time to cut down the corpse and throw it on the bonfire.

As I cut the rope and the body crumples to the ground like a dropped towel I start laughing. I’m not sure if it is a healthy laugh or just hysteria. I do know this was not how my holiday was meant to go.

I have no intention of treating Quintrell’s body with respect so I drag it towards the burning building along the floor. I’ve got no one to help me carry him anyway. Everyone else is either dead or in hospital.

By the time I get him near enough to the fire I’m sweating from the struggle. I take Quintrell’s sword and hack his head off. When you’re dealing with the corpse of a man who was supposed to have died four hundred years ago there’s no point in taking any chances. I throw the head into the fire. Then I slam a stake into his heart. I don’t know if Quintrell is a vampire. But I’m not taking any chances.

Then I roll the rest of the body into the fire. I watch it start to burn.

This, I suppose, is what victory feels like.

As the corpse burns I suspect I’ll never enjoy a BBQ ever again.

I turn around at the sound of footsteps. The old man is standing behind me. The grey beard loon. Or what we had thought was a loon. He thrusts a flask at me.

“’ave some tea lad. You deserve it after that.”

I laugh and pour myself a cup.

“I’m never coming here on holiday again.” I say.

He laughs his gurgling laugh.

“I suppose I should call the police.”

“I suppose you should.”

“How do explain all this…” I say, sweeping my arm to take in the burning cottage, the wrecked car, the bodies. “You know, two weeks ago I’d never hurt a fly. Quintrell was the ninth person I’ve killed. If you count Quintrell.”

“Oh, I count Quintrell. Twice dead now. Maybe more.”

“Hopefully the last.”

“I think so. Hung, beheaded, staked and burned. If the bugger comes back after that he probably deserves it.”

I laugh.

“You look like shit.” The old man says to me.

“I’m sure I do. I need a shower.”

I look the old man up and down.

“What happens to you now?”

“Oh, I’ll wait. And watch. As I always have.”

I nod. And we both stand silently for a while.

I start walking down the hill. This isn’t the best place to make a call and the nearest village is a good few miles away. The old man has gone. I can sense others around me. Then there is a gust of cold wind and they’re gone.

It’s over.

NaNoWriMo - Chapter 1, Untitled Fantasy Novel

 CHAPTER ONE

He was lost. Somehow, he had got separated from the rest of the team. And now he was wandering a Welsh woodland totally lost. It was cold. It wasn’t winter cold, but it was still too cold to be lost in the woods.

He had tried turning around and just returning to where he’d last seen everyone else. That seemed to just make things worse. He found himself confused. He hated these team building sessions. If he wanted to bond with people, there were pubs for that. At least it wasn’t raining.

He didn’t have a compass because he was part of a group who were being led by someone who was supposed to be an expert in these events. That expert also had the map. He would have used his phone, but that wasn’t able to find a signal. At least not where he was now.

He just thought if he stuck to the path eventually either he’d hit the edge of the wood, a road, or some sign of civilisation. Like a proper mobile phone signal. The path was, finally, heading downhill though so that was a relief.

He had shouted a few times but got no response. He wondered, as he wandered, whether the rest of them were playing a trick on him. He was pretty convinced they weren’t. Especially as time ticked on.

As the path dipped deeper into what looked like a valley it seemed to get a little narrower. The wood around him seemed denser and darker. He really hoped that he wasn’t going to die in these woods, but that seemed needlessly dramatic. This was the hills of Wales not the Amazonian rain forest. He tried shouting again but the trees seemed to deaden all sound.

He could now hear the soft sounds of a river so he assumed he was getting close to the valley bottom, which would mean climbing the other side. He hoped – even assumed – it wasn’t too steep though.

After another ten minutes or so he could see the river and the overgrown wooden bridge that crossed it. He found the bridge reassuring. It meant people. Although the overgrowth was a little worrying.

Around the bridge on his side the wood seemed to have thinned out. A fallen tree looked ideally placed for him to sit, rest, and get his head together. He had his lunch, snacks, and a bottle of water in his rucksack so he might take a rest.

He sat down, dropped his rucksack in front on him and took a drink of water and then started chomping on a cereal bar. It was then he realised how quiet it had gone. A deep, disturbing silence seem to surround him. He suddenly felt like he was being watched.

He turned around.

There she stood. She was a tall attractive woman. Her hair was thick, black, and long. It seemed to run down to the floor and then away from her towards the river. She was pale and her eyes were black and deep. She was wearing a long dress. Or that’s what he thought it was, but it was twisted with greens and browns. It might have been made up of the woods themselves. The sleeves were long and flared. The dress touched the woodland floor so he couldn’t see her feet, but he felt she was bare foot. She wore a crown of flowers.

He stood up.

“Hi…er…I’m lost…”

“I know,” she said. Although he wasn’t sure she’d said it out loud.

“Oh. Well, I need to get back to Pont-y-Pont. Do you know which way I should be going?”

There was a long silence, which she seemed comfortable with, and he didn’t. It seemed to be a silence within an already uncomfortable larger silence.

“You don’t have to move,” she said “Your friends aren’t far away.”

“Oh…how do you know?”

“I know.”

“OK…has anyone every told you that you’re very…enigmatic?”

There was another long silence.

“Sit down.” She said.

He sat down. He was facing her.

“Do you know how far away they are?”

“About half a mile. They’ll be here soon.”

“OK.”

He had a feeling he was missing something. Something obvious.

“My name’s Will.” He said.

“I know.”

“Do you have a name?”

“Yes”

He felt a little sting at the back of his brain, like the beginning of a headache.

“What is it?”

There was a silence. Again.

“It doesn’t matter. Not yet.”

Silence.

“Your friends are almost here I must go.”

“OK.”

“If you like you can tell them you were led astray by a Goddess.”

“Can I?”

“Yes.”

“OK. I’m…”

Then she disappeared. Seeming to slide away into the river. Laughing. On the floor in front of him was her crown of flowers.

He picked it up and sat back on the log. He wondered if he’d banged his head somewhere. He certainly felt like he was in a daze.

He drank some more water. Five minutes or so later his team arrived, and they found him sat on a log, with a slightly confused expression on his face. He had a circle of flowers in his hand. When they arrived he looked up.

“Ah. There you are.” He said.

Their guide, Andy, said.

“Are you OK?”

“Yes. Yes. I’m fine. It’s just been an odd half-an-hour. How did you find me?”

“Oh,” said Andy, “Some weird, bearded bloke said if we were looking for Will we’d find him sitting by the bridge down there. And pointed us down a path.”

“Ah.”

“I think,” said Louise, one of our admin team, “that bloke might have been a bit pissed. Or stoned.”

“Perhaps he was a God,” said Will. “It’s been that kind of day.”

There was an awkward silence.

“Shall we go,” said Andy. “We need to start heading back to the hotel.”

There was general assent and the pack of them started heading off. Before they left Will carefully put the crown of flowers into his rucksack.

And that is how our story begins.

Thursday, December 27, 2018

Crosswords - Talking About What I Read in 2018

So, I managed to read 104 books in 2018. That wasn’t my plan at the beginning of the year I just found myself with time to read. Or I made time to read. You can choose. I basically made sure that when I was travelling anywhere, I had a book with me, which because I commute into work every day gives me a minimum of about two hours of reading each day. Most work lunchtimes I tried to find, at least half-an-hour to read. You’d be surprised how much you can read if you do that. Particularly if – like me – you’re stupid enough to deliberately pick a slightly longer route into work because it both allows you more time to read and pretty much guarantees you a seat all the way from Willesden Junction to Waterloo.

Any other reading time is a bonus.

How did I decide what to read? Well, some of it is a spur of the moment choice in a bookshop or library. Some of it comes from a list of 1000 Novels You Should Read that I took from the Guardian a few years ago that I have since expanded with lists from other sources. Then there are recommendations from friends and family. Finally, there are several podcasts which I’ve been listening to in 2018 that have provided recommendations.

They are – in order – Backlisted, History Hit and Robin Ince and Josie Long’s Book Shambles. Backlisted is a podcast that I can’t recommend enough to anyone who likes books. Almost every book they talk about sounds interesting and their peripheral recommendations – in the introduction for example – can also turn out to be rather marvellous, for example, Eve’s Hollywood by Eve Babitz (of which more later) came in that introduction rather than being a specific book they focused on in the episode. You should give it a listen. History Hit focuses – obviously – more on history, which is a subject I am interested in reading about. Book Shambles covers a broader range of both fiction and non-fiction. It also talks more about science, which is one of the big gaps in my reading topics.

I also deliberately tried to read more poetry this year, which I managed to do. These were chosen via Acton Library, who had a surprisingly extensive selection of poetry books. Through that I got introduced to Carol Ann Duffy properly, Wendy Cope, Simon Armitage and others. Backlisted got me to read ‘Autumn Journal’ by Louis MacNeice, which I think was the best thing I read all year from a poetry perspective, although Carol Ann Duffy’s ‘Rapture’ blew my mind on reading it. I binge read it and even now it pops up in my mind on occasions.

So, I’m going to list my Top Five reads. First non-fiction and then fiction.

Our Boys – The Story of a Paratrooper by Helen Parr
This is one of the most moving books of military history and sociology that I’ve ever read. It takes the story of Helen Parr’s Uncle Dave who died fighting in the Falklands War and using it as the seed to tell a much bigger story of the Parachute Regiment (and the men who joined it), the society they lived in and the impact the Regiment and War had on their families

Death in Ten Minutes by Dr Fern Riddell
The story of Kitty Marion, a Suffragette this book digs deeper than into one – admittedly interesting -life and talks about a campaign of violence that could only be described as terrorism that we have edited out of our collective memory. There’s so much to praise in this book, not least of which is the writing itself.

The Literary Churchill by Jonathan Rose
I have read a lot of books about Winston Churchill, but this is the first one which I think gets a real grip on Churchill’s personality. I found myself reading this and Rose’s research and the conclusions he draws from that feel right. If you want to understand why Churchill was the person, he was – warts and all – this is the book to read.

Operation Chaos: The Vietnam War Deserters Who Went to War With The CIA, The Brainwashers & Each Other by Matthew Sweet
I haven’t read a book by Matthew Sweet that isn’t damn good, but this is an astonishing read. The subtitle of the book pretty much outlines what this book is about. The story is too good and too weird not to be told and Matthew Sweet tells it wonderfully well. And you can see the seeds sown that helped create our weird conspiracy culture (and Donald Trump if you look hard enough

The Anna Karenina Fix: Life Lessons from Russian Literature by Viv Groskop
A late entry here as I read this in a binge read last week but it does a great job of making you want to read some of those big Russian novels that you've avoided because they seem both depressing and difficult. Groskop draws out key themes, contextualises their writing and helps with some of the things that makes these books seem so difficult to approach, especially the names. 

Next up…Fiction

Eve’s Hollywood by Eve Babitz
I’m not sure if this is fiction in the purest sense because it is more of a memoir. I’ve put it here because whatever you want to call it I found it utterly captivating from start to finish. Clever, funny, witty and beautifully written this is a book that – and yes, I’m going to say it – if it was written by a man would be up there with ‘On the Road’ as a more than cult classic. I loved it. I’ll re-read it.

My Antonia by Willa Cather
I’d not come across anything by Willa Cather before this but there’s something rather beautiful about this story of a relationship that isn’t quite a romantic relationship. Cather’s writing is wonderful, especially her descriptions of land and landscapes but there’s a brilliant scene involving the arrival of a gaggle of children that is one of the best bits of writing I’ve seen anywhere.

Kokoro by Natsume Soseki
This is an early 20th-century Japanese novel about two men of two different generations becoming friends, although there will be much more to this in the end. It’s beautifully written and is moving in that understated way that one thinks of when talking about the ‘stiff upper lipped’ Englishness of the 19th century. It’s a wonderful read.

Bid Me To Love by H.D.
This is probably the ‘artiest’ book on my list, but it is also a book that is about love, loss and the artistic flowering of an individual. It is – in a similar way to Eve’s Hollywood – a fictionalised version of a real life. It is unusual in being a feminine perspective on World War One and is worth reading as part of a double-bill with Richard Aldington’s ‘Death of a Hero’. Aldington is a character in H.D.’s novel and H.D. is a character in Aldington’s book. The two books give a fuller account of their relationship that just each individual text, but H.D.’s book also has the extra benefit of being about the realisation of a talent

A Man Called Ove
This is a book I came to on the recommendation of my brother, Karl. I saw the film first and then read the book. The film is great, but the book is magnificent. It’s blackly funny, moving and thoughtful. Read it and then think about how you’re living your life.

You’ll notice that there’s a lack of 2018 novels on that list. Mainly because I don’t think I read one. I’m usually a bit behind anyway and generally, I’m not keeping up with what’s being freshly published but I’m hoping that will change in 2019, although that might involve me trying to do some planning. So, don’t hold your breath.

I’ve missed out my Doctor Who reading. I very much enjoyed the New Doctor Who Target novelisations, but I was impressed with both Black Archives books I read, which are – for those uninitiated – in-depth guides to individual Doctor Who stories. I read Matthew Kilburn’s excellent book on ‘The Time Warrior’ and James Coorey Smith’s book on ‘The Massacre’. They’re both well-researched, well-written and do the thing that these books should do, which is re-watch the original stories they are discussing.

The full list of what I read is below. If you’ve got any questions then I’ll happily try to answer them. If you’ve got books you want to send me then feel free to get in touch.

Young Lawrence: A Portrait of the Legend as a Young Man
Anthony Sattin
Is That The New Moon? A Stunning Anthology of Women Poets
Wendy Cope [Ed]
Casino Royale
Ian Fleming
The Mark of The Rani
Pip & Jane Baker
Hurricane: Victor of the Battle of Britain
Leo McKinstry
Churchill's First War: Young Winston And The Fight Against The Taliban
Con Coughln
The World's Wife
Carol Ann Duffy
Eve's Hollywood
Eve Babitz
Live & Let Die
Ian Fleming
Moonraker
Ian Fleming
Family Values
Wendy Cope
Hitler's Henchmen
Guido Knopp
High-Rise
J.G. Ballard
The West End Front: The War Time Secrets of London's Grand Hotels
Matthew Sweet
Theatre Writings
Kenneth Tynan
Shock & Awe: Glam Rock & It's Legacy
Simon Reynolds
Macbeth
William Shakespeare
The Sign of Four
Arthur Conan Doyle
The Crystal Bucket : TV Criticism from the Observer, 1976-79
Clive James
Diamonds Are Forever
Ian Fleming
The World's War: Forgotten Soldiers of Empire
David Olusoga
Their Darkest Hour: People Who Were Tested To The Extreme in WWII
Laurence Rees
Rose
Russell T Davies
Twice Upon A Time
Paul Cornell
You Lucky People: The Tommy Trinder Story
Patrick Newley
The Christmas Invasion
Jenny T Colgan
Selected Poems
Simon Armitage
Rapture
Carol Ann Duffy
The Day of the Doctor
Steven Moffat
Dam Busters: The True Story of the Legendary Raid on the Ruhr
James Holland
From Russia With Love
Ian Fleming
Last Hope Island
Lynne Olson
The Age of Shakespeare
Frank Kermode
Tolkien's Gown & Other Stories of Great Authors and Rare Books
Rick Gekoski
Dr No
Ian Fleming
The Last Stand
Mickey Spillane
Eleven Days in August: The Liberation of Paris in 1944
Matthew Cobb
The Vinyl Detective : Victory Disc
Andrew Cartmel
The Traitors: A Story of Blood, Betrayal and Deceit
Josh Ireland
Death in Ten Minutes
Fern Riddell
And Still I Rise
Maya Angelou
Collected Poems
Chinua Achebe
Operation Chaos: The Vietnam War Deserters Who Went To War With The CIA, The Brainwashers & Each Other
Matthew Sweet
Passschendaele: A New History
Nick Lloyd
Hundred Days: The Campaign That Ended World War One
Nick Lloyd
Goldfinger
Ian Fleming
For Your Eyes Only
Ian Fleming
A Man Called Ove
Frederik Backman
The Quiet American
Graham Greene
Kill All The Gentlemen: Class Struggle & Change in the English Countryside
Martin Empson
Thunderball
Ian Fleming
My Antonia
Willa Cather
The 007 Diaries: Filming Live & Let Die
Roger Moore
Darkness Falls From The Sky
Nigel Balchin
The Sound & The Fury
Faulkner
Human Chain
Seamus Heaney
Tropic of Ruislip
Leslie Thomas
The Third Man
Graham Greene
Strange Weather in Tokyo
Hiromi Kawakami
Ms Ice Sandwich
Hiromi Kawakami
The Image of Africa
Chinua Achebe
White Egrets
Derek Walcott
Arrow of God
Chinua Achebe
The Scarlett Pimpernel
Baroness Orczy
Look Stranger!
W.H. Auden
Epileptic
David B
Bid Me To Love
H.D.
The Riddle of the Sands
Erskine Childers
Ten Years in an Open Necked Shirt
John Cooper Clark
Tolkien & The Great War: The Threshold of Middle-Earth
John Garth
Towns of Two Halves
David Guest
About Time: The Unauthorised Guide To Doctor Who, Volume 7 (2007)
Tat Wood
The Age of Exodus
Gavin Scott
Ma'am Darling
Craig Brown
Our Boys: The Story of a Paratrooper
Helen Parr
The Time Warrior
Matthew Kilburn
Harold Pinter
Michael Billington
The Massacre
James Cooray Smith
Slow Days, Fast Company
Eve Babitz
Slouching Towards Bethlehem
Joan Didion
The Moon's A Balloon
David Niven
Sonnets
William Shakespeare
The Guest Cat
Takashi Hiraide
By Grand Central Station I Sat Down and Wept
Elizabeth Smart
The Vanquished: Why The First World War Failed To End, 1917-1923
Robert Gerwarth
The Heart of a Dog
Mikhail Bulgakov
Always Look On The Bright Side of Life
Eric Idle
A People's History of the German Revolution
William Pelz
The Dud Avocado
Elaine Dundu
Hear The Wind Sing
Haruki Murakami
Pinball, 1973
Haruki Murakami
Peter Godfrey-Smith
The Wild Sheep Hunt
Haruki Murakami
The Spy Who Loved Me
Ian Fleming
Kokoro
Natsume Soseki
Autumn Journal
Louis MacNeice
Prometheus Bound & Other Plays
Aeschylus
The Rivals of Sherlock Holmes
Hugh Greene [Ed]
Selected Poems
Pablo Neruda
The Literary Churchill
Jonathan Rose
Cockleshell Heroes
C.E. Lucas Phillips
Peacemakers - Six Months That Changed The World
Margaret MacMillan
The Existentialist Café - Freedom, Being & Apricot Cocktails
Sarah Bakewell
The Anna Karenina Fix: Life Lessons from Russian Literature
Viv Groskop